My outlet is working out. It's like a spiritual release for me. Once I get my mind right it takes all the stress away from clown world. My training is so hard that it helps me grow mentally to the point that I am better equipped to handle what struggles life throws my way. My goal is to become more aware of "myself" and have self love and self care. Once I can do that then I will be better able to serve those few that I care about. Self Mastery